click on the link below for a board mix of my latest worship song, written for crosspointe. enjoy!

Knowing You
by Stephen Claybrook

We are Your body
We’re bruised and we’re broken
We need You, God
To heal our hearts

We are Your children
We’re plagued by our doubts and confusion
We need Your light

But more than this
Lord, we’re running after You

We want You
More than we want answers from You, God
More than anything our hearts desire
Lead us further on in our pursuit
Of knowing You
Knowing You

We are paralyzed
Gripped by our fear
We’re afraid to move
There’s too much to lose

This is our confession
We carry the weight of our questions
We’re searching for truth

But more than this
Teach us to follow after You

We want You
More than we want answers from You, God
More than anything our hearts desire
Lead us further on in our pursuit
Of knowing You
Knowing You

(c)2008 Camillian Music.

(this post is part of creative chaos at ragamuffin soul.)

for just about every song i’ve written, the process has been the same.
i usually write the entire song on either my acoustic guitar or piano.
by entire song, i mean: lyrics, melody, key, chord progression(s), tempo.
then i give some thought to the full band arrangement and record a demo - programmed drums, live bass, keys, etc…

for this song, i decided to change the process up a bit.
i took it to the band much earlier in the process.

my thinking was that the input of other musicians would naturally produce a different outcome for each individual part and therefore the whole arrangement of the song.
then, as a result, the melody and lyrics would end up different as well.

so, here’s what i had going in….

**one line of the lyric: “we’ve caught a glimpse of your kingdom and we want more”
**a tempo: 144 bpm
**the rhythm for that one line: where each syllable falls in time with the music.

that’s it.

here’s what i didn’t have:
**key
**melody for the one line
**chord progression

joe, dan and chris did a great job of just jamming for awhile until we came up with a “riff” that seemed to work for a musical hook at that tempo.
we chose the key of E just for starters.
we played with that riff for awhile.
to me it started sounding like a verse.
so, we then decided to try to come up with a chorus progression and feel that would drive a little harder.

at that point, i decided to try to come up with a melody for the one line of lyric.
turns out we were in a bad key.
we couldn’t pitch the melody in the right range to match the intensity of the lyric and the music.
so we found a new key - key of B.
found a workable melody for that line and just sang blah blah blah for the rest of the chorus.

we worked on transitions between the verse and chorus.
decided that we needed a two-line ramp up to the chorus.
chose a chord progression that felt like it set up the chorus well.

transition back from chorus to verse, we decided to use the riff again.

we all agreed that it was coming together. felt good.
but we needed a bridge.
dan and joe threw out the idea of holding on each chord longer for the bridge - to help the dynamics change.
great idea.
they batted a few ideas back and forth.
meanwhile, i stumbled on a counter melody line that changed twice for each chord underneath (if that makes sense).
chris picked up on it on electric guitar.
we ended up with a nice bridge that starts out “down” and builds nicely over three repeats, leading back to a big final chorus.

now, i just have to write the parts that actually make it a corporate worship song - the lyrics and the melody.
but i have much more of a direction for that now, having experienced how the song feels with a full band already.

actually….

the other day my daughter used the word “actually” correctly in a sentence.
just over a year ago she had never heard the english language.
amazing.

just got home at midnight after jamming and songwriting with a few of my musician buddies from church.

i’m so excited to be writing songs again. especially to be writing songs that hopefully give voice to what God is doing in and through our particular community.

here’s a heads up for you crosspointers…we got a great start on a new song that we’re writing for our next series coming up in august. i have one line of the lyric written and just a couple of other phrases.

the idea (and the series) is about the kingdom of God - or the kingdom of heaven depending on which gospel writer you’re reading….

jesus gave several incredibly rich metaphors to describe the kingdom, but my current favorite metaphor is the treasure buried in a field. i’ve decided to keep it simple and use this one metaphor for the verses.

we knocked out all the music for the song - verse, pre-chorus, chorus, bridge. there will likely be some tweaks depending on how the lyrics and melody flesh out, but it already feels like a song….

here are the lyrics for the chorus that i have:

“we’ve caught a glimpse of your kingdom
and we want more
blah blah blah blah…..
blah blah blah blah for the whole world”

catchy, huh?

more to come in terms of the songwriting process…..

“our love is loud” by david crowder band (cd “can you hear us?)
“the solid rock” by charlie hall (cd “passion: hymns ancient and modern”)
—-connect—-
“let me sing” by todd fields (cd “north point live: louder than creation”)
“you never let go” by matt redman (cd “passion: everything glorious”)
“faithful” by kristian stanfill (cd “north point live: louder than creation”)
—-message—-Andy Stanley (via video)

not much to say today. the theme of god’s faithfulness sort of threaded through the worship set. “the solid rock” was new to us today.

at crosspointe:

“sing, sing, sing” by chris tomlin (cd “passion: god of this city”)
“majestic” by lincoln brewster (cd “all to you…live”)
—connect—-
—baby dedications (2nd service)—
“here is our king” by david crowder band (cd “passion: how great is our god”)
“the highest and the greatest” by tim hughes (cd “holding nothing back”)
“mighty to save” by hillsong church (cd “mighty to save”)
—interview w/ parents—

i missed being at crosspointe sunday. my buddy, chris, led worship capably as always. i wish i could’ve been there to hear the collective parenting wisdom from the stoners and the smiths. i’ll get the cliff notes from c.c…..

i was glad to fill in for my friend, nathan fancher, at his church in chapel hill this past sunday. nate and katie are fairly newly-wedded. she just finished up nursing school and her boards, so they are taking a much needed vacation.

here’s the music we did at grace….

“sing to the king” by billy foote (unrecorded version)
“all because of jesus” by steve fee (cd “burn for you”)
“how great thou art” by charlie hall (cd “passion: hymns ancient and modern”)
“mighty to save” by hillsong church (cd “mighty to save”)
“jesus paid it all” by kristian stanfill (cd “passion: everything glorious”)
“let me sing” by todd fields (cd “northpoint live: louder than creation”)

it’s amazing what can happen in a week.

i can’t speak publicly yet about one of the most major happenings, but i have been in the clouds and back down to earth several times in the previous 7 days.

sunday, we experienced this.

and then two days later, this happened.

sadness. compassion. grief. moments of anger. confusion. my hope has taken a hit.

but, hope will win the day.

death is not the end.

in the end, we celebrate and feast with our Father.

haiti land

“made to worship” by chris tomlin (cd “see the morning”)
“i am free” by desperation band (cd “from the rooftops”)
—-connect—-
steve’s dad via iChat
father’s day slideshow “just the two of us” by will smith
—-message—-
—-haiti offering announcement—-
“all because of jesus” by steve fee (cd “burn for you”)
“all over the world” by matt redman (cd “passion 05: how great is our god”)

WOW!!! today will be remembered for a long time in our church community. the celebration at the end of the services was crazy, because we found out that we came together in just over a week to raise over $400,000 to buy 17 acres of land for orphans and abandoned kids in Haiti.

here’s jonathan’s response…

man, it’s hard to put into words. but one thing i know is that as a worship leader, i can absolutely sense the difference between “worship as usual” and this kind of celebration. truly, the kingdom of God, when actually experienced and participated in like this is the rocket fuel for worship. i don’t think our church will be the same.

i had an extremely intense emotional week….more on that later….but this morning after first service, i broke down backstage. just so grateful that God has chosen to invite us to be a part of His redemption project on this earth.

don’t read any further if you want to be surprised about the special father’s day song for this sunday at crosspointe……

….for the 5 of you that read this, here’s a sneak peak….

wedding

13 years…

a year longer than my pre-college school years.
a year longer than today’s average 6th grader has been alive.

i feel old.
although, i was only 20 when we got married.
c.c. definitely robbed the cradle.
i had an illegal glass of champagne on our honeymoon night at this hotel.

our anniversary fell on memorial day this year, so i decided to make the previous friday an all day anniversary date. i got the idea from my friend, rick. he definitely out did me on his anniversary date last month, but i gave it a good college try.

first we got up and had a leisurely pancake breakfast. this has become a tradition in our house. darby already associates fridays with daddy’s pancakes.

then, we took darby to our good friend, ava’s house. darby loves playing with ms. ava and baby hayden. thanks ava!

i surprised c.c. with a couple’s massage. she had had a massage before, but this was my first ever. it was the fastest hour i remember in a long time. most definitely the best time i’ve ever had with another grown man rubbing on my body.

after the massage, we had a late lunch at cheesecake factory, one of c.c.’s favorite places to eat. we love the avocado egg rolls. c.c. got her usual, the madeira chicken. i decided to forego my usual, the spicy cashew chicken, and branched out to try the jambalaya pasta. it was good, but can’t touch the cashew chicken….

at lunch, i sprung the big surprise gift on c.c. i gave her a choice. we could either go to a movie……..OR…….pick out a new kitten!

c.c. had been waging a powerful and relentless kitty campaign for several weeks. i wasn’t budging. at least she didn’t think so. she even played dirty by bringing darby into the action. “darby, don’t you want a baby kitty?” shameless. i had decided pretty quickly that we were going to get the kitty, but i wanted to drag it out a little. i figured it would be a good anniversary gift.

after lunch, we picked darby up from ava’s and took her with us to go pick out a kitty.

it was a great day. i love spending time with my wife. she’s my best friend. we’ve definitely had some really rough spots, and i’d be lying if i said i wouldn’t do some things differently if i had the chance. but i can also say that my love for c.c. is deeper and richer than it ever has been. it’s like fine wine - better with age. i’m having a blast!!

family in TN

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